i've been a terrible blogger lately. probably because my thoughts are too candid and explicit and hurtful to write down these days. but oh my lord am i stuck in a rut. when it rains it pours. i just wish someone would say "this is right. this is what you should be doing with your life right now and don't you dare worry about anything else."


itunes is currently on shuffle, and MIA's paper planes came on. and of course i start dancing a little bit...and thinking "damn straight all i wanna do is bang bang bang and take yo' money"..and be with my chicago pals.


chicago, depaul, adventure, fun, buckling down to business, studies, priorities, options, faith, devotion, love, "peace of mind".


I can't wait. I just can't wait.


i hope i'm making the right choices. i hope i'm worth it. i hope you're worth it.